janglong

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:58:40 GMT

How long do I last in bed? by DesideroAmor
Real Name
Birthdate (MM/DD/YY)
Favorite Color
Gender
Hours	3
Minutes	6

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this is a lie!!!!

._. i sleep longer than that most nights

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:54:09 GMT

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Poet
Your Favorite Band/Song	Nelly - Air Force Ones
You Like To Read:	Romance novels
You Firmly Believe In:	Sex at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:	OMG WAY HOTT LOLZ
You Were Conceived:	By immaculate conception
You Will Marry:	Your current boy/girlfriend

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Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:47:59 GMT

0.o *blink blink*

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn

What is yo name?

Yo gangsta name be

V-Shizzle

You ride around in a

A pair of 1962 Roller Skates

Yo gang

The Yakuza

Yo shoes be

Stiletto heels

Yo dubs be dis big, fool

4,594

How much money you got?

$2.60384788748294e+26

How gangsta are you, bitch?: 96%

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Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:42:11 GMT

jang: ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah !!!!!!!!!!

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn

Your name:

Weapon of Choice:

Machete

Your Favorite Target:

Prostitutes

Your Kill Count:

1,989,912,279

Your Battle Cry:

"Touch me, I'm happy!"

Years You Spend in Jail:

How Much Money In Damages You Cause:

$220,591,805,625,923

Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 60%

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i know he would snap one day!!!!!!!

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:36:05 GMT

*major blush*

Are you hott? by evildj23
First Name
Age
Guy or Gal
Your hottness is	10...WOW! ARE U SINGLE?!?!

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Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:34:03 GMT

jang: XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD hah hah hah hah ah ha jackel i knew you liked boobs..... but did not know you would go this far in the future!!!

hah hah you die!!!!

You in 10 years by lamborghinikid
Name
you will be	dead
you will have	long hair
you will of	fallen in weird acid
you will	smoke weed
you will drive a	viper
your shirt will say	i like women
you will endorse	dollars
you will get even more	buffer
you will like	mountain dew
you will beat	a tv
you will look like

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Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:27:06 GMT

heh heh it true!!!!

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
On	September 12, 2012

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Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:17:17 GMT

found this online and did it :)

*blush*

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	unique

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Wed, 16 Feb 2005 17:18:04 GMT

councilling was cancelled for next two weeks ._. (rocks back and forth in corner)

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD heh heh heh h kidding..... no worries..... ill survive.

i been watching all three Harry Potter films back to back as i work in my room.

bye torquay!

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 07:46:00 GMT

im off to university tomorrow morning.... and i'd be lying if i said i was not really excited about getting my own place and starting fresh at a new place!!! i mean no parents! no torqauy people!!! (yet some of them are uber cool!!!)

yet obviously i do not want to say goodbye to some people! the people i love and want to be with every day! yet i do! i have to say fairwell and ill see them in a couple of months! i WILL be back when rywlin has her baby! i will be there with the JD drip to make her happy and.... will kick james butt if he arrives after me.... that is if rywlin does not kick it before me!!!

i have had the best few months! i have found people i wish to be mates with for the rest of my life and i wish to look out for them all their live (in a non-stalker way!)

well..... um this is goodbye.... nah it's not! it fairwell. i will see you soon... and will call you everyday XDDD and i will never stop loving you!

feel free to call me at anytime and i will meet you online or talk with you for hours.

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 20:08:59 GMT

well what can i say.............. well this maybe XD

um i have had the best few week in a long time, it is all due to a combination of things.

1: my mates
2: my family
3: university

i have been meeting up with a mate that i met last year. but everytime i got to see her or went on nights out i never got to talk to her. the reason i wanted to talk to her because she just seemed to be a really interesting person.

and we met up for first time and this time there was no shevaun doing the *snuggly* talks ..........wait......wait *runs to tiolet and throws up*

**1 hour later**

sorry about that but really those......talks are awful i mean id rather listen to pop mu.......wait.....wait..... *runs to tiolet and throws up*

**1 hour later**
ok ill move on to what we did! well i had been talking to the lovely Eleanor for a while on our mobiles and on LJ. i found out that it was her birthday and... i missed it. so honestly i felt like crap!
so i kept talking to her and found out the this amazing lady had never recieveda bunch of flowers. but after a jokey chat she said she prefered trees but never believed anyone would send her a tree.
*the penny dropped*
bingo!!! so i bought her a bonsei tree and also one of her fav directors movies....which she did not own "MALLRATS" (would you like a chocolate coverd pretzel?)

i hope she liked them. i had a great time watching cool movies and i freaked her out by putting on a anime movies my mate (jen) gave me. i think el is still traumatized by the image of a huge 20 inch .....pussy on the tv. and the load sounds of a anime couple getting it on in a spaceship while el's mum was sitting next door to us watching the movie. but we also wathcedthe coolest movie "CLERKS" it is so cool!!!!

well i unfortunatly left at 1 am. not that we could of watched more but i just loved being with her.

well a week went by and i recieved my accomidation for uni. and im so lucky to have my own bathroom. no sahring with 14 stranagers!!!!!
so i am so lucky as there are only 400 of those rooms available.

then on friday: I TURNED 19.............*silence* well my birthday sucked! i worked, then had to leave my mate still working at the other hotel next-door. then i spent an afternoon with rents and went for pub lunch, then rushed over to my mates to find her just leaving to go babysitting. so i was left on my own till 3am. the only company i had was rywlin, jen (gothicangel1987) and el but only online.

will continue with my past weeks later.

NERD FEST!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 21:09:34 GMT

i have been talking to an old mate which i very rarely see uet love her company as she is so much more interesting than most of my mates (and i not meaning you jen and rywlin) i mean my mates like little rach, shevaun and matt and that! they nice people but at least elli has better taste in movies and music..and not a person that loves the usual pop crap!!!!!

anyway we have been talking to her and we have arraged a day that will beat any other festival............well i think it will rules so nah!!!

it called nerd fest and it involves the following things

*clerks
*monty python - hell yeah it rules!!!!
*mallrats
*clerks comics
*invader zim creator comics
*sarah kane (playwrite....i want to learn more aout this
persons work honestly!!!)
*laberyinth
*dark crystal
*anime porn (it the funniest thing i have ever been made to watch!!!!)
*hellsing- one of coolest anime series i have ever seen!!!!
*pie- blackberry pie as is her fav!!!
*spock ears!!!! - don't ask i still not remeber why we going to be wearing them but sounds fun!!!
*giving this beautiful lady her bithday pressie.....as i am late ....but my excuse is i was never told her birthday!!!!!
* plus i get to spend time with amazing lady that i finally get to talk to with out shevaun moaning about choice of movies as it has no sexy cast in it (as she not really care about film content....but dont tell her)

NERD fest is coming this saturday!!!! if you can not reach me on sunday or monday i am still getting over the pure fun........... :)

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 18:08:25 GMT

Post your completely honest opinion of me as a comment to this entry. Please post anonymously, and don't feel afraid to say whatever. I want you to be brutally and completely honest. Write as much or as little as you want, but if you're reading this, I want you to comment. Once you're done, put this in your own journal.

*scared* ;_;

;_; IT HAPPENED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! :_;

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 09:08:57 GMT

OK my cure.....well it backfired on me slightly!!!! first of all i found my live Bottom show with Rik Mayall and Ade edmunson, and on the plus side the tape rules!!!!

BUT PROBLEM WAS....the other night i was up from 2am and did not sleep at all after that, so i was knackered and ...well i fell asleep during the first part of the video!

the dream started off with my characters from my book being tortured and killed, but i know this happens in my story so it did not pase me! then something weird happend.....someone or somethig started laughing and then i was forced to sit in a chair with my eyes forced open and forced to look straight ahead...just like Clockwork oragne, and again i had to wath the people i cherish and love be brutally murdered and killed in front of me, again and again. but this nightmare was different, i kept hearing laughter not stopping just constant laughter as my loved ones were killed in horrible ways. but the main thing that was different.....was there was now a figure killing my loved ones, before it was just floating object killing them. NOw there was a person...killing them. i could not see it face....but i feel a cold shiver down my sopine everytime i think of it :(

um...............i then woke up in a cold sweat again and tears rolling down my face AGAIN!!! but this time the laughter was still going when i woke up!!!! The Bottom tape was still going...so my cure actually made the nightmare worse....so........i am going to have to................I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! comedy has always been my sancturary when i feel down or hurt. but now it does not! i have never found any situation that Comedy can not fix or heal in my life. i have no ideas what i can do.................

;_; worst nighmare

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 18:52:07 GMT

i had the worst nightmare i have had in ages.
i dreamt that i was being forced to watch everyone i love and care for, being brutally killed in horrible and disgusting ways. i was made to watch and not be able to turn my head or get free and stop their deaths. my eyes were forced open and head forced to watch every little detail of there murder and death to their last breaths. i was covered in their blood. i was crying nonstop from the first cut of flesh. i have been bullied most of my life and im used to it. nut if someone i love or care for is hurt in any way mentally, pyshically or verbally by someone or by people, i will not stop till there taught a lesson. so this nightmare was torture for me. i tried everything to escape and stop it but i could not. i woke up screaming and coverd in sweat and tears still rolling down my face as they were in my nightmare. i woke at 1am in the morning and ran to the bathroom and thru-up for almost a hole hour. after i recoverd i wnet to my mobile and almost rang everyone in my phone book to see if everyone was ok. but thne i realised it was a nightmare. ever since i woke up i have been in a weird mood all day. if anyone received weird or pointless phonecalls or txt's from me. it was because i was checking up on you. if you did not it is probably because i ran out of credit after i got half way though my phone book and ran out of credit. even though i byt 5 quid on a day ago!!! um..................i am still freaked! and will not be sleeping for a few days as every time i even blink or shut my eyes i can still see and hear the crys and deaths........I msut state that i am a VERY VERY visual and imaginative person. so if you gave me rough detail on a persons appearance i could make an image of them in my head. so these nightmares are very realistic and hard to get rid of.

my cure.......well sometimes it wordk anyway...not sure it will this time.

watching videos full of slapstick comedy, nob and fart jokes, toilet humour, fight with frying pans and cricket bats, sexual jokes, wanking jokes, alcohol and more fight.

thats right im going to watch BOTTOM (Rik Mayall and Ade Edmunson!)

YES IM STILL ALIVE!!!.......................just :)

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 10:08:41 GMT

well the past few weeks have been eventfull

i havebeen doing nothing but hanging out with freinds and looking after one of my best mates. and it has not been a boring thing!! i have had the best time with her. and i hope i never bore or annoy her. she said she would tell me if i did but i always had this thing about thinking others.....well hate me :) weird i know but it true.

well i have been practically staying at hers for the past two or three weeks and i think my rents think i have moved out :) well hell if i was allowed i would move in with JEn and make (TRY!) and get rywlin to move in too!!!!

i feel i am outstaying my welcome! but Jen has not said so yet so i think it ok. Jen is moving soon so she is upset as she has moved so many times she hates it and just wants to be living there NOW!!!!! i can not comment on how hard it is to move as i have never moved! but im guessing it has to be major pain in the butt!

Rywlin is now.........whoops forgot what month she up to!!! but she still looks amazing and beautiful i hope i get back for the birth in NOV from wales so i can set up her JD drip XDDDDDDDDDDD (HE HE A LITTLE JOKE :) )

I HAD A SLIGHT HEALTH SCARE!!! i coughed up blood and lost almost two stonne in two-weeks!!!!! i was scared....NO I WAS FUCKING FREAKED!!!!!! but went doctors and was told i was ok....as long as i do not keep losing more weight in this short amount of time or feel even worse i should go back!!!

i received my college grades through the post today and they are still enough grades to go UNI!!!!! and now i have to get ready for moving to WALES!!!

um i still feel weird (check last jounal) but i know that it is a combination of fear of new things, stress and lack of a love life. i have brand new mates and it is not been an easy time! but noones fault other than my own. there wer things that happened to my new freinds that made me feel worried and stressed for their safety! and i have been there or found out about it. i have been though a lot recently BUT i would not replace any of it! as i have the best best mates in the world!!! i love them and would never want them hurt.

oh and also!!! i am now worried that one of my friends is trying to set me up with some of her mates. it will never happen!!! as they will not like me. but i am not going to say no! as recently i have been jealous of all my new freinds relationships! i personally have never had a proper relationship! and recently i have been wishing i would!!!!

im BACK!

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 09:45:28 GMT

I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO COMMENT ON OTHERES JOURNALS AS MY MONITOR BLEW UP!!!

I AM ONLY BORROWING A MONITOR AT MOMENT SO I STILL CAN'T TALK ALOT!!!! sorry!!!!!!!!

i am so bored no one online! james and rwy are together so even rwy not bored now so i am alone!!!!!!!!!!!

Jen i working ALOT!!!!!!! and her girl is back online (wooot!!!!!!!!!!!!!) so......i......am so bored!!!!!!!

i need company! but no one will come to my house! and i am running out of cash to go to jens! (but i have enough so don't worry!)

i have been feeling very weird recently!......some of you may have noticed i have been a little down!......i don't know what it is! i just feel really bad recently...just bursting into tears for no reason and really bad stomach pains! i have tried to cover it up by leaving room or laughing or mentioning something that takes other minds off me!
i do not know what it is! i feel really alone...yet recently i have always been with friends! i have no idea what it is! heh heh heh maybe i........i don't know!!!!! i feel crap!

WE ARE NOT DATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 13:43:14 GMT

I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE SURE ABOUT THIS FACT!!!!

ME AND JEN ARE NOT DATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM NOT GOING TO ASK HER OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE IS DATING SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HER GIRL IS ONE OF NICEST STRANGER I HAVE MET ONLINE!!!!!!
ME AND JEN ARE JUST CLOSE MATES AND I HOPE WE BEST MATES!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE RP....BUT THAT IS OUR BOIS NOT US!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have been appointed by the pan chan to look out for sakura chan!!!!

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 22:17:14 GMT

School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says:
I'll have to go soon >__> got's a year end party

college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says:
awww dude.....enjoy!!!!! hope you like photo

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School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says:
Wai! So pretty!! *faints but gets up* I loooove it!!!

college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says:
im glad!!!!!

college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says:
oh jen says she can't make the 3am meeting with you online!

School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says:
well that's okay *smiles* I guess I'll talk to others at three am ^^;

college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says:
ok.....i just did not want you waking up to talk to her...when she not be there

college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says:
i worry for both you! i keeping eye on jen...make sure she ok!

School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says:
You better make sure she's okay *wags finger* you are in charge of that!

college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says:
i will!!!! and no worries..!!!! WE BEST MATES!!!!! I AM LOOKING OUT FOR HER...EVEN IF SHE NOT WANT ME TOO!

I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says:

School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says:
aww well tell her I'm telling you to look after Jen! So there!

I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says:
LOOKIE T ME USERNAME!

I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says:
AT*

School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says:
YAY! *hugs*

School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says:
wah I have to go... bye bye! You take care of her

I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says:
BYE!

I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says:
<3

I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says:
<3<3

School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says:
<3<3<3<3

I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says:
SHE LOVE YOU!!!!!

I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says:
xxx

SEE EVEN YOUR GIRL WANT ME TO LOOK OUT FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

College Ball

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 08:28:43 GMT

well i was so nervous about the college ball, as i guessed i'd end up in a corner watching otheres have fun,getpissed or annoyme to dance or join in. i can not stand that many people watching me or seeing me...i just feel like they are all looking at me. i had to wear a suit to.......>,< If you truly knew me you would know that i hat suits!!!!!

THE night had some great points which made it bareable and even incredible.

*i did not end up going to ball on my own. i was allowed to meet up with jen and few of her and some my mates at hers.

*rwylin looked amazing in this purple dress, FIRST TIME I HER SEEN HER IN SOMETHING LIKE A DRESS. and well.....WOW!

*sammy and...um i think his name was matt (BF) LOOKED VERY ELEGANT and smart....but damn they are both tall!!!!!

*and......well Jen! she looked amazing! i have never seen her in anything like that before and she lookded incredible. but she said she look chubby in it! >,< ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU LOOKED GREAT!!!!!!!!

*kyuu. awwww so cute!!!! in a purple dress!!!! she looked incredible....but the night would have been great if her girl could of come to...then she would be happy!!!!!....oh by the way happy 18th and good luck at new job!!!

we left for party and we got some wierd looks as we walked down town in suits and dresses! ....but to top it off we went into.......(drum role) KFC!!!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE IT 4 BEAUTIFUL LADIES IN INCREDIBLE DRESSES AND 3 GUYS IN SUITS GOING TO KFC!!!! everyone had something to eat....well apart from me!!!

we walked to ball venue...and found out it was not any good......and we had to stay at a pub......well long story short.....i did a runner from the pub....i went down to beach and sat there for maybe 20 mins or more......i hate places like that...i feel like people all looking at me...!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! HATE IT!

IN THE END me ,jen and kyuu went back to jens and we pissed about with manga toys (Kyuu birthday pressie from jen) and kyuu sang.............OH MY GOD!!!!!! AN INCREDIBLBE ARTIST, INCREDIBLY CUTE, INCREDIBLY NICE AND SHE CAN SING AMAZING TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!!!! CAN I SAY....LUCK ORCA :)

I WAS GLAD TO LEAVE THE BALL...WELL NOT GO IN BECAUSE I HATE THINGS LIKE THAT....NEVER ENJOY MYSELF.....

ONLY THING I WISHED I COULD OF DONE THOUGH! WAS DANCE WITH JEN/ RYW (IF JAMES WOULD LET ME!)......I WOULD OF LOVED TO DANCE WITH THESE AMAZING LADIES INFRONT OF EVERYONE..I WOULD NOT CARE IF THEY ALL WATCHED....I WOULD HAVE BEEN THE LUCKIEST PERSON THERE TO DANCE WITH THESE INCREDIBLE PEOPLE WHO I AM PROUD TO CALL ME BAST FRIENDS!!!!!!!

sorry for all typing...but thought i'd say my side of the nite!!!!

Jang + Haku + Zak

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 16:20:40 GMT

Jang: he he.........so the hooker has a friend........well ill make sure that the silver haired dick....is out of the picture........*evil laugh*

i will remove him......personally :)

Jang journal

Sat, 29 May 2004 10:14:14 GMT

how the hell did the priest boy hit me through three walls!?
how the hell did he do that.........he weak................*does dirty smirk* hmm.............maybe not so bad after all.... maybe he maybe worth my attention after all.....................

oh i feel weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 28 May 2004 22:29:00 GMT

i have had the best day ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*me talked to of my fav girls..........plus girl i really fancie *blush heavily*

*went to meet me mates Jen and Rwylin........ooh and the twerp was there as well *grr!*

*went for walk with jen and made a wish by mini waterfall!

*talked with jen for ages and vandelised a rock with our doodles!

*got taxi back to jens because had to drop key back to jens (kyuu and orca chan so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

*talked for ages to jen.......hoping to cheer her up......due to fact her crying because not being able to talk to pan chan..............and i cried last night for couple of hours as i really wish pan chan and jen could talk like they used to.........also i cryed because jen and pan chan are soul mates! and me mushy romantic so me cry happy tearsbecause they found each other :)

*rwylin and.................the twerp returned................and stupid twerp walked in on kyuu and orca chan talking in bed................WHAT AN IDIOT!!!!! WE TOLD IT NOT TO DISTURB THEM CAUSE THEY TALKING AND HE WALKS IN!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT TWAT!!!!!!!

*TWERP is wierd.....he was embaressed about walking in on them........yet they were only talking! (idiot!) they more embarressed than him.............he left quickly probably cause he wanted to jack off!!!!!! dirty bastard!!

* me worried for rwylin.........she had stomach pains........me always worry.......but hope she ok.....i know she strong and independent and can look after herself....but me still worry....hope you ok!!!!!!!!!!!

*more talking with jen (she great to talk to!!!!) and.........well sensei............sensie licked me! several times.............

*kept him quiet by stoking his hair for a while..........but then conner started stoking my hair!!!!

*then ryan came over......and i tried to make a quick exit because he not feeling to good and if i was there he not be able to talk to jen (she help so many people........hope i helped her feel ok today.......she deseves some her time........)

the reason for my title "Oh i feel wierd!!!!!" is........... i have not eaten for 35hrs!!!!!! and i started walking home.....which was through town on friday night with drunks...........i was so scared!!!! but as i was walking i realised i was shaking......not cold but i could not stop my hands shaking! and i was getting very dizzy....alomst fell over couple of times...........some how made it home! and i finally had food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hom hom hom!!!!*

i feel wierd still but me go sleep........hope i keep food down........ill update tomorrow to say how i feel!!!

dude i type to much!!!!!!!!!

im not going to moan this time!!!!!

Wed, 26 May 2004 08:25:31 GMT

i know i moan alot weather it me in person, txt's or on here but.................this time im not!!!
i am thankfull for a lot of things recently!

*being firends with Jen

*being friends with rwylin

*talking to zoe

*talking to pan chan

*i am going to have the whole house to myself for a week!!!

*over this weekend i was in a very low place and thought of hurting myself.............BUT i got some txt's from jen and rwylin that kind of bumbed me in to the real world and i tried to figure out my problems............so thank you!!!!!!!!! you beautiful ladies....thank you!

*im thankfull for rwylin having a beautiful baby, and i hope her and james have a great life and family together!!! rywlin you deserve the best!!!

**im thankfull that jen and her girl PAN CHAN can still talk to each other! even thought it only when panchan at school!!! that amount of time allows them both to be really happy and that makes me happy (yet they deserve longer!!!)

*i am thankfull that i have a week and a bit to complet my exam project....as i need all the time in th world to complete it!!!

*i have LORD OF THE RINGS RETURN OF THE KING!!!!!!!! (legal copy before rwylin says she had one for months already!!!!!!!!)

*i finally have a socila life.............it may only consist of talking to people and mates online....but that more than i had before!!!!!!!!!!

*im thank full that a few months ago i had the courage to talk to her....and get her mobile number. (smooth!) ever since that day i have had more fun and more friends!

*also i would like to a very very big thankfull to the one lady that made this all possible (well apart from lord of the rings!)

Jen you have made my life a lot more interseting......my bois and girls are not hidden anymore.
i have met some in credible and great people by just knowing or being with you!!! i have had a great time on DA and i am about to reach 1000 hits.....and my work sucks!!!!!! Jen......please do not cry! you have helped so many people!!! and my crappy one has changed for the better!!!!!!

*looks at all writing* i must be really bored to write all this......but i mean it!!

JANG:

Tue, 25 May 2004 11:54:45 GMT

NOBODY CARES FOR JANG I KNOW THIS.....HE AN ASSHOLE AS THE TEST PROVED ...........BUT HE NICE GUY REALLY IF YOU REMOVE THE DRAGON SPIRIT HE IS A MAN WHO HAS BEEN FORCED TO DO THOSE HORRIBLE THINGS AND HAS FELT MORE PAIN THEN ANYONE ON THIS WORLD.