Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in janglong's LiveJournal:

[ << Previous 20 ]

Sunday, February 20th, 2005
5:58 am	( um hope this cutting stuff works!!! ) this is a lie!!!! ._. i sleep longer than that most nights (3 Comments |Comment on this)
5:54 am	( yay it worked.... ok sorry for blocking everyones pages!!!! i never knew how to do this! ) (Comment on this)
5:48 am	0.o *blink blink* ( cool im the ljcut master XD ) (Comment on this)
5:41 am	jang: ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah !!!!!!!!!! ( well um what am i meant to write on these things?! ) i know he would snap one day!!!!!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
5:36 am	*major blush* ( lalalalalalalalalalalalala what im meant to write funny stuff here?! ) (Comment on this)
5:33 am	jang: XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD hah hah hah hah ah ha jackel i knew you liked boobs..... but did not know you would go this far in the future!!! hah hah you die!!!! ( seriously what do i write XDDDDD ) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:27 am	heh heh it true!!!! ( .....im not gonna even try now!.............. ) (Comment on this)
5:17 am	found this online and did it :) *blush* ( .......oh your meant to write stuff about the entry!!! ahhhhhh. ) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
5:16 pm	councilling was cancelled for next two weeks ._. (rocks back and forth in corner) XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD heh heh heh h kidding..... no worries..... ill survive. i been watching all three Harry Potter films back to back as i work in my room. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 17th, 2004
8:38 am	bye torquay! im off to university tomorrow morning.... and i'd be lying if i said i was not really excited about getting my own place and starting fresh at a new place!!! i mean no parents! no torqauy people!!! (yet some of them are uber cool!!!) yet obviously i do not want to say goodbye to some people! the people i love and want to be with every day! yet i do! i have to say fairwell and ill see them in a couple of months! i WILL be back when rywlin has her baby! i will be there with the JD drip to make her happy and.... will kick james butt if he arrives after me.... that is if rywlin does not kick it before me!!! i have had the best few months! i have found people i wish to be mates with for the rest of my life and i wish to look out for them all their live (in a non-stalker way!) well..... um this is goodbye.... nah it's not! it fairwell. i will see you soon... and will call you everyday XDDD and i will never stop loving you! feel free to call me at anytime and i will meet you online or talk with you for hours. Current Mood: loved Current Music: "i don't want to miss a thing" Aerosmith (our song) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 27th, 2004
9:02 pm	well what can i say.............. well this maybe XD um i have had the best few week in a long time, it is all due to a combination of things. 1: my mates 2: my family 3: university i have been meeting up with a mate that i met last year. but everytime i got to see her or went on nights out i never got to talk to her. the reason i wanted to talk to her because she just seemed to be a really interesting person. and we met up for first time and this time there was no shevaun doing the *snuggly* talks ..........wait......wait *runs to tiolet and throws up* **1 hour later** sorry about that but really those......talks are awful i mean id rather listen to pop mu.......wait.....wait..... *runs to tiolet and throws up* **1 hour later** ok ill move on to what we did! well i had been talking to the lovely Eleanor for a while on our mobiles and on LJ. i found out that it was her birthday and... i missed it. so honestly i felt like crap! so i kept talking to her and found out the this amazing lady had never recieveda bunch of flowers. but after a jokey chat she said she prefered trees but never believed anyone would send her a tree. *the penny dropped* bingo!!! so i bought her a bonsei tree and also one of her fav directors movies....which she did not own "MALLRATS" (would you like a chocolate coverd pretzel?) i hope she liked them. i had a great time watching cool movies and i freaked her out by putting on a anime movies my mate (jen) gave me. i think el is still traumatized by the image of a huge 20 inch .....pussy on the tv. and the load sounds of a anime couple getting it on in a spaceship while el's mum was sitting next door to us watching the movie. but we also wathcedthe coolest movie "CLERKS" it is so cool!!!! well i unfortunatly left at 1 am. not that we could of watched more but i just loved being with her. well a week went by and i recieved my accomidation for uni. and im so lucky to have my own bathroom. no sahring with 14 stranagers!!!!! so i am so lucky as there are only 400 of those rooms available. then on friday: I TURNED 19.............*silence* well my birthday sucked! i worked, then had to leave my mate still working at the other hotel next-door. then i spent an afternoon with rents and went for pub lunch, then rushed over to my mates to find her just leaving to go babysitting. so i was left on my own till 3am. the only company i had was rywlin, jen (gothicangel1987) and el but only online. will continue with my past weeks later. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
10:05 pm	NERD FEST!!!!!!!!!!!! i have been talking to an old mate which i very rarely see uet love her company as she is so much more interesting than most of my mates (and i not meaning you jen and rywlin) i mean my mates like little rach, shevaun and matt and that! they nice people but at least elli has better taste in movies and music..and not a person that loves the usual pop crap!!!!! anyway we have been talking to her and we have arraged a day that will beat any other festival............well i think it will rules so nah!!! it called nerd fest and it involves the following things *clerks *monty python - hell yeah it rules!!!! *mallrats *clerks comics *invader zim creator comics *sarah kane (playwrite....i want to learn more aout this persons work honestly!!!) *laberyinth *dark crystal *anime porn (it the funniest thing i have ever been made to watch!!!!) *hellsing- one of coolest anime series i have ever seen!!!! *pie- blackberry pie as is her fav!!! *spock ears!!!! - don't ask i still not remeber why we going to be wearing them but sounds fun!!! *giving this beautiful lady her bithday pressie.....as i am late ....but my excuse is i was never told her birthday!!!!! * plus i get to spend time with amazing lady that i finally get to talk to with out shevaun moaning about choice of movies as it has no sexy cast in it (as she not really care about film content....but dont tell her) NERD fest is coming this saturday!!!! if you can not reach me on sunday or monday i am still getting over the pure fun........... :) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 6th, 2004
7:08 pm	Post your completely honest opinion of me as a comment to this entry. Please post anonymously, and don't feel afraid to say whatever. I want you to be brutally and completely honest. Write as much or as little as you want, but if you're reading this, I want you to comment. Once you're done, put this in your own journal. *scared* ;_; (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
10:04 am	;_; IT HAPPENED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! :_; OK my cure.....well it backfired on me slightly!!!! first of all i found my live Bottom show with Rik Mayall and Ade edmunson, and on the plus side the tape rules!!!! BUT PROBLEM WAS....the other night i was up from 2am and did not sleep at all after that, so i was knackered and ...well i fell asleep during the first part of the video! the dream started off with my characters from my book being tortured and killed, but i know this happens in my story so it did not pase me! then something weird happend.....someone or somethig started laughing and then i was forced to sit in a chair with my eyes forced open and forced to look straight ahead...just like Clockwork oragne, and again i had to wath the people i cherish and love be brutally murdered and killed in front of me, again and again. but this nightmare was different, i kept hearing laughter not stopping just constant laughter as my loved ones were killed in horrible ways. but the main thing that was different.....was there was now a figure killing my loved ones, before it was just floating object killing them. NOw there was a person...killing them. i could not see it face....but i feel a cold shiver down my sopine everytime i think of it :( um...............i then woke up in a cold sweat again and tears rolling down my face AGAIN!!! but this time the laughter was still going when i woke up!!!! The Bottom tape was still going...so my cure actually made the nightmare worse....so........i am going to have to................I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! comedy has always been my sancturary when i feel down or hurt. but now it does not! i have never found any situation that Comedy can not fix or heal in my life. i have no ideas what i can do................. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
7:57 pm	;_; worst nighmare i had the worst nightmare i have had in ages. i dreamt that i was being forced to watch everyone i love and care for, being brutally killed in horrible and disgusting ways. i was made to watch and not be able to turn my head or get free and stop their deaths. my eyes were forced open and head forced to watch every little detail of there murder and death to their last breaths. i was covered in their blood. i was crying nonstop from the first cut of flesh. i have been bullied most of my life and im used to it. nut if someone i love or care for is hurt in any way mentally, pyshically or verbally by someone or by people, i will not stop till there taught a lesson. so this nightmare was torture for me. i tried everything to escape and stop it but i could not. i woke up screaming and coverd in sweat and tears still rolling down my face as they were in my nightmare. i woke at 1am in the morning and ran to the bathroom and thru-up for almost a hole hour. after i recoverd i wnet to my mobile and almost rang everyone in my phone book to see if everyone was ok. but thne i realised it was a nightmare. ever since i woke up i have been in a weird mood all day. if anyone received weird or pointless phonecalls or txt's from me. it was because i was checking up on you. if you did not it is probably because i ran out of credit after i got half way though my phone book and ran out of credit. even though i byt 5 quid on a day ago!!! um..................i am still freaked! and will not be sleeping for a few days as every time i even blink or shut my eyes i can still see and hear the crys and deaths........I msut state that i am a VERY VERY visual and imaginative person. so if you gave me rough detail on a persons appearance i could make an image of them in my head. so these nightmares are very realistic and hard to get rid of. my cure.......well sometimes it wordk anyway...not sure it will this time. watching videos full of slapstick comedy, nob and fart jokes, toilet humour, fight with frying pans and cricket bats, sexual jokes, wanking jokes, alcohol and more fight. thats right im going to watch BOTTOM (Rik Mayall and Ade Edmunson!) Current Mood: fecking freaked out Current Music: anything to get rid of screaming!!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 23rd, 2004
10:57 am	YES IM STILL ALIVE!!!.......................just :) well the past few weeks have been eventfull i havebeen doing nothing but hanging out with freinds and looking after one of my best mates. and it has not been a boring thing!! i have had the best time with her. and i hope i never bore or annoy her. she said she would tell me if i did but i always had this thing about thinking others.....well hate me :) weird i know but it true. well i have been practically staying at hers for the past two or three weeks and i think my rents think i have moved out :) well hell if i was allowed i would move in with JEn and make (TRY!) and get rywlin to move in too!!!! i feel i am outstaying my welcome! but Jen has not said so yet so i think it ok. Jen is moving soon so she is upset as she has moved so many times she hates it and just wants to be living there NOW!!!!! i can not comment on how hard it is to move as i have never moved! but im guessing it has to be major pain in the butt! Rywlin is now.........whoops forgot what month she up to!!! but she still looks amazing and beautiful i hope i get back for the birth in NOV from wales so i can set up her JD drip XDDDDDDDDDDD (HE HE A LITTLE JOKE :) ) I HAD A SLIGHT HEALTH SCARE!!! i coughed up blood and lost almost two stonne in two-weeks!!!!! i was scared....NO I WAS FUCKING FREAKED!!!!!! but went doctors and was told i was ok....as long as i do not keep losing more weight in this short amount of time or feel even worse i should go back!!! i received my college grades through the post today and they are still enough grades to go UNI!!!!! and now i have to get ready for moving to WALES!!! um i still feel weird (check last jounal) but i know that it is a combination of fear of new things, stress and lack of a love life. i have brand new mates and it is not been an easy time! but noones fault other than my own. there wer things that happened to my new freinds that made me feel worried and stressed for their safety! and i have been there or found out about it. i have been though a lot recently BUT i would not replace any of it! as i have the best best mates in the world!!! i love them and would never want them hurt. oh and also!!! i am now worried that one of my friends is trying to set me up with some of her mates. it will never happen!!! as they will not like me. but i am not going to say no! as recently i have been jealous of all my new freinds relationships! i personally have never had a proper relationship! and recently i have been wishing i would!!!! Current Mood: crappy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 5th, 2004
10:43 am	im BACK! I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO COMMENT ON OTHERES JOURNALS AS MY MONITOR BLEW UP!!! I AM ONLY BORROWING A MONITOR AT MOMENT SO I STILL CAN'T TALK ALOT!!!! sorry!!!!!!!! i am so bored no one online! james and rwy are together so even rwy not bored now so i am alone!!!!!!!!!!! Jen i working ALOT!!!!!!! and her girl is back online (wooot!!!!!!!!!!!!!) so......i......am so bored!!!!!!! i need company! but no one will come to my house! and i am running out of cash to go to jens! (but i have enough so don't worry!) i have been feeling very weird recently!......some of you may have noticed i have been a little down!......i don't know what it is! i just feel really bad recently...just bursting into tears for no reason and really bad stomach pains! i have tried to cover it up by leaving room or laughing or mentioning something that takes other minds off me! i do not know what it is! i feel really alone...yet recently i have always been with friends! i have no idea what it is! heh heh heh maybe i........i don't know!!!!! i feel crap! Current Mood: very very weird!!!! Current Music: "Shine" Mr Big (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 19th, 2004
2:43 pm	WE ARE NOT DATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE SURE ABOUT THIS FACT!!!! ME AND JEN ARE NOT DATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM NOT GOING TO ASK HER OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE IS DATING SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HER GIRL IS ONE OF NICEST STRANGER I HAVE MET ONLINE!!!!!! ME AND JEN ARE JUST CLOSE MATES AND I HOPE WE BEST MATES!!!!!!!!!!!! WE RP....BUT THAT IS OUR BOIS NOT US!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: FUCK OFF!!!!! (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 18th, 2004
11:17 pm	i have been appointed by the pan chan to look out for sakura chan!!!! School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says: I'll have to go soon >__> got's a year end party college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says: awww dude.....enjoy!!!!! hope you like photo Transfer of "Untitled-511.jpg" is complete. School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says: Wai! So pretty!! *faints but gets up* I loooove it!!! college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says: im glad!!!!! college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says: oh jen says she can't make the 3am meeting with you online! School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says: well that's okay *smiles* I guess I'll talk to others at three am ^^; college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says: ok.....i just did not want you waking up to talk to her...when she not be there college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says: i worry for both you! i keeping eye on jen...make sure she ok! School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says: You better make sure she's okay *wags finger* you are in charge of that! college alomst over.....YAY!!!!!!!! MORE FREE TIME TO PISS ABOUT AND BE WITH MATES!! says: i will!!!! and no worries..!!!! WE BEST MATES!!!!! I AM LOOKING OUT FOR HER...EVEN IF SHE NOT WANT ME TOO! I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says: School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says: aww well tell her I'm telling you to look after Jen! So there! I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says: LOOKIE T ME USERNAME! I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says: AT* School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says: YAY! *hugs* School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says: wah I have to go... bye bye! You take care of her I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says: BYE! I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says: <3 I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says: <3<3 School's out!!! I'm sweaty!! @__@ Got new headphones~ says: <3<3<3<3 I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says: SHE LOVE YOU!!!!! I HAVE BEEN APOINTTED BY THE PAN CHAN TO LOOK AFTER SAKURA CHAN! says: xxx SEE EVEN YOUR GIRL WANT ME TO LOOK OUT FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
9:13 am	College Ball well i was so nervous about the college ball, as i guessed i'd end up in a corner watching otheres have fun,getpissed or annoyme to dance or join in. i can not stand that many people watching me or seeing me...i just feel like they are all looking at me. i had to wear a suit to.......>,< If you truly knew me you would know that i hat suits!!!!! THE night had some great points which made it bareable and even incredible. *i did not end up going to ball on my own. i was allowed to meet up with jen and few of her and some my mates at hers. *rwylin looked amazing in this purple dress, FIRST TIME I HER SEEN HER IN SOMETHING LIKE A DRESS. and well.....WOW! *sammy and...um i think his name was matt (BF) LOOKED VERY ELEGANT and smart....but damn they are both tall!!!!! *and......well Jen! she looked amazing! i have never seen her in anything like that before and she lookded incredible. but she said she look chubby in it! >,< ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU LOOKED GREAT!!!!!!!! *kyuu. awwww so cute!!!! in a purple dress!!!! she looked incredible....but the night would have been great if her girl could of come to...then she would be happy!!!!!....oh by the way happy 18th and good luck at new job!!! we left for party and we got some wierd looks as we walked down town in suits and dresses! ....but to top it off we went into.......(drum role) KFC!!!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE IT 4 BEAUTIFUL LADIES IN INCREDIBLE DRESSES AND 3 GUYS IN SUITS GOING TO KFC!!!! everyone had something to eat....well apart from me!!! we walked to ball venue...and found out it was not any good......and we had to stay at a pub......well long story short.....i did a runner from the pub....i went down to beach and sat there for maybe 20 mins or more......i hate places like that...i feel like people all looking at me...!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! HATE IT! IN THE END me ,jen and kyuu went back to jens and we pissed about with manga toys (Kyuu birthday pressie from jen) and kyuu sang.............OH MY GOD!!!!!! AN INCREDIBLBE ARTIST, INCREDIBLY CUTE, INCREDIBLY NICE AND SHE CAN SING AMAZING TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!!!! CAN I SAY....LUCK ORCA :) I WAS GLAD TO LEAVE THE BALL...WELL NOT GO IN BECAUSE I HATE THINGS LIKE THAT....NEVER ENJOY MYSELF..... ONLY THING I WISHED I COULD OF DONE THOUGH! WAS DANCE WITH JEN/ RYW (IF JAMES WOULD LET ME!)......I WOULD OF LOVED TO DANCE WITH THESE AMAZING LADIES INFRONT OF EVERYONE..I WOULD NOT CARE IF THEY ALL WATCHED....I WOULD HAVE BEEN THE LUCKIEST PERSON THERE TO DANCE WITH THESE INCREDIBLE PEOPLE WHO I AM PROUD TO CALL ME BAST FRIENDS!!!!!!! sorry for all typing...but thought i'd say my side of the nite!!!! Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Rhapsody "knightrider of doom" ......jen made me like it!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)